I Do Not Know What It Is I Am Like
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The title is taken from the Rig-Veda, the Sanskrit spiritual text that outlines a process through birth, consciousness, primordial existence, intuition, knowledge, rational thought and faith, to arrive at a transcendent reality that lies ‘beyond the laws of physics’. Opening up on powerful emblematic images and allegorical passages, Viola articulates a dramatic quest for self-knowledge through awareness of the Other, embodied here by a shamanic vision of animal consciousness. Structured in five parts, The Dark Body, The Language of the Byrds, The Night of Sense, Stunned by the Drum and The Living Flame, the video imagines a metaphysical journey of rational and intuitive thought from the natural world to spiritual rituals. Viola's poetic investigation of subject and object, observer and observed, and his quest for self-knowledge are embedded in an indelible visual metaphor: an image of the artist reflected in the pupil of an owl.
«It is a personal investigation into the inner states and relationships we can have with animal consciousness. The work is divided into five parts. It has more the function of a map than a description of the animal psyche. Images of animals mark a progression that starts from an initial degree of undifferentiation (pure existence), proceeds through stages of rational and physical order, and finally arrives at a state beyond logic and the laws of physics». (Bill Viola, Vedere con la mente e con il cuore, ed. by Valentina Valentini, Gangemi editore, Roma 1993, p. 136)
«A sense of place has been paramount in my work. I have travelled all over the world to collect images for my videos. I have found that the more intense my experience of a place, making a video, the more power the work absorbs for itself. My travels have taught me that there is always only one “right place” where an idea can come to light and that the only effort in making a video work is in finding the “right place”. Video is far more sensitive than what the lens “sees” and the microphone “hears”: what we call culture and the human spirit can be seen as the collective expression and interpretation of the overwhelming power of the landscape.
Our brains contain the images of all landscapes, which we have seen and remembered. This is the original language. We do not usually think that knowledge exists within and between each person, ready to be triggered the moment it is released by some mechanism. The idea that it comes from within ourselves seems totally opposed to the concept behind public education and/or schools. People have been programmed to respond to the model of the student as an empty vessel, who is filled with ‘facts’ by certain authority figures (all reinforced by the mass media as well), which is why it is not surprising that many have considerable difficulty in making contact with contemporary art.
For most of those familiar with my work, this “sense of place” is manifest in that it is clearly inherent in the landscape when the landscape becomes the subject of a work and, at other times, when it shares the moment, in balance with the action that takes place there, usually mediated by a solitary individual. However, these specific “landscapes”, together with my other works can all be regarded as landscape works in a broader sense, because they find a common basis in the fact that for me the landscape is the “original place” in art and culture, i.e. the raw material of the human psyche.
I make no distinction between inner and outer landscape, between the environment “out there” (the strong substance) and the mental image of that environment in any individual (the tender substance). It is the tension, the transition, the exchange, the resonance between these two modes that defines and energises our reality. The key agent in this exchange of energies is the image, and this “in-between space” is precisely where my work is realised. [...] When an object is fixed by a gaze for an extended and concentrated period, it gradually imposes itself on the psyche and becomes our thought. This is why duration is an important element in my work as it cultivates the ability to see “through” objects. Duration is to consciousness as light is to the eye». (Bill Viola, "Paesaggi e miraggi", in Ritratti Greenaway Martinis Pirri Viola, ed. by V. Valentini, De Luca Editore, Roma 1987, pp. 35, 37)
«The term ecology is one of the most powerful representations of our present and future condition, not the ecology of the specifics of botany, biology, climate studies, but the more general and profound Ecology, as a philosophical and moral system (in an entirely contemporary and Zen-like way) where the natural elements are not considered independently, but as representations of the whole, where relationships and not objects take precedence, where value is based on interactive processes and not on some absolute hierarchy (the coyote is “bad” for the prairie dog, but “good” for the balance of the animal population)». (Bill Viola, Vedere con la mente e con il cuore, ed. by Valentina Valentini, Gangemi editore, Roma 1993, p. 83)
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About the Movie I Do Not Know What It Is I Am Like
«Bill Viola sets out on a journey to make his videos, because his source, his subject, is nature. His compositional and formal research takes place in a reactive contact with the landscapes he is traversed by, on which he dwells because they are “places” devoted to listening to himself, places in which he predisposes himself to witness some prodigy.
Viola travels through space, taking his camera with him, alone, ascetically walking through the deserted streets of Los Angeles or New York at night, breathing in unison with his camera, vibrating with it, in such a way as to transmit his sensations, his energy, to the place, so as to impregnate it and make himself in turn a receiver of the waves that the place emanates. It is not unlike travellers equipped with cameras, who in the early 20th century discovered a taste for exotic images at the same time as a taste for the primitive.
In this case too, travel is aimed at a broadening of knowledge, at a purification of cultural stratifications that prevent one from finding immediate contact with nature, with primary biological rhythms. The search for places that resonate inwardly (the landscape), the journey as a predisposition to the prodigious event, constitute the goals of the explorer-anthropologist, who practices field research and rejects the exotic attitude of reducing the different to the identical. Viola's exotic gaze (exoticism is the science of the different according to Victor Segalen), is the place where interior and exterior meet at the limit, the “landscape” that becomes “image”, charged with energy that resonates and makes the subject vibrate in nature. Bill Viola, like the early video makers who had a cult of the instantaneous and of real time, a sort of chase after presentification, observes and fixes the landscape in long takes in order to catch a glimpse of what is “at first sight” not visible.
And so the landscape, like the natural phenomenon (the intense heat of the desert of Chott El-Djerid, or the snowstorms in Canada, the desolate prairies of Illinois), becomes the place of events, to see what cannot be seen with the naked eye, to operate a transference and an exchange of properties, from the outside, to the inside. [...] Nature is the seat of the spiritual that manifests itself as movement, a passage from matter to form, a transformation that takes place under the interested eyes of the observer. [...] Bill Viola also restores another archaeological figure, that of the “en plein air” painter who chose the landscape as his subject, the tradition of the realist painters such as Monet, Renoir and Pissarro who had set themselves the task of giving a scientific foundation to painting, of studying the “visual sensation”, the transparency of water, the luminous impression. Modern painting, at the end of the 19th century, is landscape painting: the Impressionists regain a relationship with reality, both urban-metropolitan and with nature, by stepping out of their studios and ateliers (in which the photographers had locked themselves away) and looking directly at the world, venturing into field observation, just as anthropologists would do some time later. Viola uses the camera as they used the camera, to detect the “facts of vision” and give painting a cognitive character, a non-illusory experience of reality: in this sense painting does not “reproduce sensation but produces it”. His is an inner nature that is only revealed insofar as it is animated and spiritualised by his gaze. It is the gaze that connects the exterior with the interior. [...]» (V. Valentini, "Studio delle forme di disordine delle nuove immagini", in Ritratti Greenaway Martinis Pirri Viola, ed. by V. Valentini, De Luca Editore, Roma 1987, pp. 8-9)
Travel Notes [Cinemambiente 1998]
Gute Reisende sind herzlos
Good travelers are heartless
Elias Canetti
From the travelogues of Hale's Tours to reportages on great exploits and exotic lands, from the road movie to the thousands of invented and untold stories of conquered spaces and lost or rediscovered identities, the theme of travel has accompanied the entire history of cinema, in all its genres and areas of production, the very metaphor of the new medium capable of restoring the movement of the world.
The brief itinerary proposed here allows us to observe some areas of the prolific relationship between the camera and the environment constituted by the travel film. These are works and materials that concern different dimensions of travel – some probably permanently disappeared – in which constant, however, is the exercise of looking at a reality, a place, a culture, an “elsewhere” reached through physical movement. Colonial conquest, exploration, scientific discovery, family vacation, as well as ritual and soul-searching, are the main passages of this reconnaissance, which reveals first and foremost the importance of the possibility of creating images, which document but also represent a determining factor shaping travel itself.
The components of violence and cultural imposition of Western voyages of conquest in the first decades of the century are, for example, shown in the work of recovery and reworking of original materials carried out by Yervant Gianikian and Angela Ricci Lucchi, who with the power of images alone manage to construct a lucid discourse on the role of the camera as an expression of a will to appropriation and domination. It is the same colonialist gaze analyzed by Peter Kubelka in his African journey in the 1960s, following a group of whites engaged in a safari.
The reliance on cinema as a possibility to record the real, to bear witness to natural events and human endeavors appears evident in the works of volcanologist Haroun Tazieff, who filmed apocalyptic scenarios and spectacular eruptions, or in the conspicuous documentation left by Alberto Maria De Agostini during his wanderings in Tierra del Fuego and Patagonia, or again in the images of early mountaineering expeditions to the great peaks, not without political implications in some cases, such as the document on the ascent of Nanga Parbat in 1938, which becomes an example of Nazi propaganda. The exploration of the environment as a human challenge, a ground for confrontation with the force and sometimes the hostility of nature, is still visible in the first filmed documentations of Antarctic expeditions, in which the narrative and spectacular vocation of cinema peeps out even where one would presume total adherence to realistic subject matter.
What becomes immediately clear in this chapter of the history of travel is that there is no truly achieved goal and conquered space, if not properly documented, no expedition and enterprise that can renounce being filmed and thus make its own contribution to the construction of an imaginary made of heroes and great adventures, of immense spaces real and unknown. Immersed in the silence of their innocence, and in the seduction of their genesis – possible in many cases despite difficult environmental conditions and thanks to daring actions – such images enchant today as they did then. The crossing of a last sailing ship filmed by Henrich Hauser, in which neither places of departure nor points of arrival are shown, becomes the emblem of the experience in itself of movement, a hymn to the deepest sense of travel. Of which the deviations from the desired outcomes, the failures, renunciations, tragedies or simply the impossibility of creating the longed-for image (the summit as well as the return) must also be collected. But the fascination with travel to distant and extreme lands can also become an explicit advertising tool, as happened with the African and Asian cruises organized by Citroën between the 1920s and 1930s, in which human enterprise and produced image turn out to be totally inseparable.
Another type of relationship with the environment is that traceable in home movies shot during family vacations: Gustav Deutsch rereads anonymous materials from the 1950s and 1960s, offering an interesting catalog on the amateur gaze in its attempt to capture places – in this case those deputed to tourism – and preserve memories.
Travel as an encounter with “other” worlds and cultures, rapprochement and self-discovery, is the theme finally of some works in which the dialogue with the environment is constructed on the basis of the awareness that movement is not the prerogative of the person holding the camera. Ulrike Koch's documentation of the migration of nomadic Tibetan herders to the great salt lakes of the Himalayan plateau, a tribute to a sacred dimension of travel; Bill Viola's contemplation of natural landscapes and animal presences, Chris Marker's reflections from the “two extreme poles of survival” – Japan and Africa – or even the crossed gaze proposed in another work by Deutsch (who juxtaposes his images of an Austrian in Morocco with those of a Moroccan in Austria), suggest modes of travel based on dialogue, confrontation, meditation: observing the movement of nature and its inhabitants, with respect and hesitation, leads to a movement of consciousness, a production of thought, an activation of memories. The relationship with a place is no longer established through topographical and cultural appropriation, but through an appreciation of differences, the maintenance of a subjectivity and a historical understanding. Travel as discovery and adventure belongs perhaps only more to mythology and nostalgia, just as the very conditions of image production and consumption turn out to be profoundly transformed with respect to the eras evoked here. The cognitive potentialities of travel, and therefore of the images borrowed from it, are then entrusted, rather than to a movement in space guided by a ravenous gaze in search of the pure and the uncontaminated, to an ability to stand in any different place, to let this otherness speak and be absorbed, also tracing its historical motivations and welcoming the dimension of memory that that place can give off in those who try to approach it.







